<body> -learn to love myself more than anything- <body>
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Thursday, January 1, 2009

i had alot alot of fun ytd!
went countdown with him at vivocity and we took really alot alot of photos,i even video down the entire fireworks la!!((:
2009 is a brand new year le,im of course expecting millions of new wishes to come true and most importantly,hoping that my results will really turn out pretty well,able to get into the course that i really wan!!((:

thinking back..
in 2008,alot had happened.
the thing that had the most impact on me was asaph cheating case and my brother and my dog,leaving me.
my brother had a huge quarrel with me entire family one month ago,because of his girlfren wanting a dog and i happened to be able to help him saved $1200 to buy a puppy,i got him one puppy,but in the end,his girlfren still spent him $200 buying all the things for dog!because he doesnt wan2 spend so much money on the expenses of the dog cause that bloody bitch paid NOT A SINGLE CENT,he ended up quarrelling with her and he took it out on me!he used iron,the one that we used to iron our clothes to whack me,i was bleeding on my mouth and bruise were everywhere on my body..i dunno who to blame?i also got nothing to say regarding his abuse,but my father threw him out of the house.he run away from home for couple of weeks and only came back last week?because he was admitted to hospital due to high fever..i dunno how to call him korkor again because he was the one who made me leave a very bad mark in my life!i hate him!seriously hate him!but all my parents could say was'he alr knew wat he has done wrong,dun treat him like that la'....he broke off with that girlfren..i also cant be bothered to know wats he is trying to do..all i know was,he was the one who abused me!i dun wan such brother like him!because of his girlfren,he choose to fight with the entire family?!that bitch is merely after his money la!!wat the fuck?!

while my bro was away,
my dog was given away,because of some reasons..
my sis cried like mad,inside of me,i also dunno whether i should cry out.i really miss my dog alot!i really wan2 see her,afterall,we have spent 2 years with her..when she was sent away,i wasnt at home,i really missed her!alot alot alot and alot...everytime when i think bout her,my emotions will change,i will become very irritated,very impatient because i dun wan talk to anyone!i jus wan time on my own!!i jus wan2 have peace and quiet so that when people ask anything bout wat happen to me,i would cry it all out!hais..i should not look back because its a new years and there are 365 days ahead of me..i jus wan2 live everyday happily!

thats all i wanna let out on the first day of a brand new year!(:
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I went off @ 4:44 PM