nothing much for today because i din go out for the whole entire day.
stayed at home whole nite till my love finished his work and meet up with him at west coast plaza.
had our breakfast + lunch + dinner together one shot.
then went to shop at Nike shop with my sister because she needs to buy sch shoes.
all the shoes there were damn freaking ugly,
otherwise,
it would be because its not 100% white.. its like -_-" lor!
whatever it is,
we went walking around to shop for shoes and at the same time,
to shop for something for mother's day.
bought mummy a sofa set from the white collection above my ex-workplace,
it cost?
ard $254??
cant rmb wats the actual pricing for it,
but its the thought that counts i supposed?
hope, mummy would love wat i have bought.
talking about mother's day.
i used to dislike my mummy alot.
because i tend to see things from my point of view that she is baised,
she does not like me,
i dun belong to this house cause she always scolds me etc.
but i came to realise that being MY mummy isn't a easy job.
because she has to worry about my studies,
whether i will get cheated when i find new jobs,
whether im earning enough for myself,
etc etc, alot and alot more..
because, my mummy, used to always side my brother,
watever he does,
she would think and deem them as correct.
whether its comparing studies or any other things,
i would always be compared with my brother.
but when i did well,
i wasn't rewarded.
but when i failed her,
i would OF COURSE..be 'rewarded' with strokes of canes and belt marks.
i would nvr forget them.
but i would nvr forget once.
when my mummy was awarded to the hospital because of something.
she has to remove her womb,
that made me realised that having us, three of us, isnt easy.
i heard her crying,
i saw her tears,
i felt her pain.
i know, how noble she was.
as my SUPER MUMMY.
although she would nvr get to see this.
but i want to tell her,
that i would nvr blame her for all the strokes,
all the canes, all the scoldings and everything she did to make me hate her.
because i know.... SHE LOVES ME.
my family isnt a easy family,
because.. we have been thru alot together and it made me know,
that in a family,
everyone plays a part.
i know why i hate my brother,
because he beats me, violence.
i know why i have learnt to dote on my sister,
because of wat my brother did.
i know how much i want to be with my parents and be fillial to them,
because.....
I LOVE THEM, for everything they have done and bringing me to this world,
to see for myself, everything that i might nvr have a chance to see anymore((:
i know its very mushy, but im still gonna say this,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, TO THE VERY DEAREST AND NOBLE MUMMY.
I LOVE YOU((: