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life isnt as easy as it seems to be?
Friday, August 21, 2009

haiishs
millions of things happened lately, everything doesnt seem to be going very smoothly.
i really dunno wats wrong with me or maybe, the things around me.
ZX talked to me whole night ytd, because i told ZX how i felt, how i really fell and how i have made things into this state all by myself. although ZX has already comforted me, but i still just feels that life is missing out something.
ZX accompanied me whole day today, including inside the showroom.
i know he is trying hard to please me, to see me smile. i really am very grateful and just love having ZXround inside the showroom, because at least i know, im not alone.

on the other hand, ZX has got problems also.
people really are scary, they just love to backstab people, because they are angry of why ZX is actually dote more on by the lady boss as compared to the other people. because other people's sales is better than K. then why? wats wrong? its only based on ZX own ability thats why ZX is able to clinch so many deals! why cant they just think from other people's shoes? are everyone all just fighting for their own good? their own advantage?

ZX: i just wanna tell you, people over there isnt as easy as they seem to be, for one moment, they are your besties, the other moment, they are your enermy! you understand? no matter wat happens. i will always be here for you, SMILE((:

nothing much happen today, just as per normal, only thing is that raymond isnt at work because he had his off day today((:
just kept listening to all the very very sad sad songs,
served a customer, had a chat with him, and realised that he is from the Singapore SOKA Association.
he told me alot of things, and i realised how small this world can really be,
he showed and told me the miracles that happened to him.
in fact, i really do hope that i could have miracles to make things much more easier for myself((:

hoped**

I went off @ 10:49 PM