<body> -learn to love myself more than anything- <body>
tired out totally.
Friday, September 25, 2009

have been really busy these few days.
busy at work because now the company only left me and freddy alone,
hahahas, and as for my boss, amanda, she is also very busy. Business have been rather okay, but the only thing is that i really dun enjoy myself at fcc.

haven seen him for 3 days, only heard from him thru phone.
sometimes, i really dun understand, why the hell i did so much just for him?
at work, im really very stress le, the stupid FCC people kept giving me alot of problems, they feel that i am the one whom made him leave, thats why they kept making things difficult for me.
all these things which i have gone thru, who will know them? really very tired out le.
everyday still have2 argue with him, because of all the stupid promises things etc etc..
all i can say is, work is really very stress, i really dun wanna get too much into this relationship because, i have nvr ever asked for much, all i asked for is his time.am i too much? i really dunno. everythin i do, was hoping to change into a smile on his face, yet, everything would only trigger his temper.

where have i gone wrong?
have i not done enough?
im too tired to think le.
haiishs, really hope he will understand.
feel like going away on holidays, brecause im totally shagged le. who will ever understand the real meaning behind everything i do? will you?

I went off @ 9:51 PM