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Sunday, October 25, 2009

just ate my medicine,
suddenly have the urge to blog about everything that happen today.
but, more about me and love.

its pretty weird,
because up till now, i cant find a word to describe him and my love for him.
its really damn happening,
everyone might think, woah, so fast change?
but the fact is that, this relationship with him is damn different. very hard to say.

i went out to site today with freddy,
saw alot of cars JAMMED because of SHELL petrol station,
dunno why got so many people queue also, its as though as petrol is FREE for the day.
because of the stupid petrol, everywhere is jam, and then, worst still, they need a police to make sure the car doesnt crash?? or to ensure smooth traffic?
before i went out to site, cab to genting showroom from Paya Lebar,
on my way, show 4 cars accident,
and the NISSAN SUNNY's car boot was a nice GOODBYEE man.
it crash till the tyre there.
taxi crash nissan, nissan crash van,van crash another dunno wat car.
POWER MAN the taxi uncle. WOOHOO.
HAHAHAHAS.

today was a happy day((:
because love waited for me at yew tee, as i went back to sungei kadut showroom.
first ever time he came to fetch me,
and despite i was ill,
he still allowed me to EAT MAC!
oh gosh, i din know mac could be so nice-_-"
chilli, fries, coke, were all the things he stopped me from eating because i was sick?
and because stomach has been pretty painful these days.
found out that love could be so NICE((:
*PS:im not saying that normally you wasnt nice*
then train to JE,
and bus over to my place,
went downstairs to slack with love,
talked alot, everything nice, ugly and alot alot, really love my times with him.
he is REALLY DIFFERENT.
and i know, he will always be there for me((:

LOVE:
sorry for those times i made you so worried,
sorry for things which i have done to make you cry,
i may not give you 100% happiness,
but i will give you 100% assurance that i will try my 100% best,
i may not show you my love care and concern in many ways,
but i will show it to you just by staying by your side.

i may be very fierce to you,
but you bet i will be even more afraid of you.
while blogging this, i felt very tired, because of my medicine,
but i wanna continue to type, because i dunno how to show you how much i love you,
as i simply LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD SAY.
i really hope that one day,
you will know, how much you meant to me, and that everything i do, is because of you,
is because i wan this RS to be never ending,
i wann us to live happily ever after like fairy tales.
you are my pooh, im your honey, remember?
i dunno wat else i could say,
but thank you for always be here for me.
im grateful that after so many have happened,
i could still be your girl,
i could still be the one whom you will hold me tight in your arms and tell me you love me,
like how sweet we were everyday,
it really means alot, every second with you seems fast,
but moments of memories are always those that will remain inside my heart forever.
I would live in your love as the sea-grasses live in the sea,
Borne up by each wave as it passes, drawn down by each wave that recedes;
I would empty my soul of the dreams that have gathered in me,
I would beat with your heart as it beats,
I would follow your soul as it leads.
TAN QING XIANG- please let me hold your hands, and tell the world, im JUST SO SWEETLY in love,
let me prove to everyone that i could also have someone whom is so nice and sweet like you.
sorry for being so stubborn,
sick le still wanna shout and laugh so loudly,
already no voice liao,
i know, and i promise you, i will take good care, faster recover, so that i can sing song for you((:

MUACKS.
I LOVE MR. TAN QING XIANG
for he is the only man, i will ever wait for.
baby will wait for you,
cause there is nothing else i could do((:
SILLY BOY((:

I went off @ 12:27 AM