trained at 830pm down to city hall to find love's friend ytd.
met his group of frens ytd.
joey.jeff.joash
WOW. triple Js siol, mai siao siao.
and yeah, one of the friend attitude because she waited for long and then she became pissed off. -.-
wat crap excuses?
then she called joey to sort of relive all her pissed off anger at her, and really poor joey.
it has got nothing to do with people what! for wat the hack you go and scold people?
its damn DOTS lor.
ate at LJS with them, because at that point in time, love only wanna eat that.
had quite a lovely and nice chat with them because they are all very nice people.
that stupid love din send me the pictures again-.-
will post them up asap alrights?
well. everything was damn nice and fun yesterday.
enjoying my every SINGLE DAY WITH LOVE.
CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE YOU-TANQINGXIANG.
ilupyou!((: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.
reviewing back, MONDAY 071109
i did something really very bad, i dunno whats wrong with me.
probably because of all the stress that my family gave me.
that day when i came back home,
every single one of my family members attitude me.
love was waiting downstairs for me because i told him to.
i called my sister cause i met her downstairs, she din wanna answer me back, i called her phone,
she kup my calls. really pissed me off. (mood got bad)
came back home, mum started asking me to do things as if i was her maid.
and i din, she called me si nuer, which really hurts more than anything else.(mood got really bad)
i cannot remembered for wat reasons i was really angry with love.
when i met him, i shouted at him, and for the ever first time when he asked me to slap him in the face to relieve my anger,
I DID, although it wasnt hard, but i really felt the pain when my hand touches him face,
at that very instance, i felt like crying out. but i put up a strong front,
i din wanna hurt love with anything else, but i really am very pissed of with my fcuking family, because i dunno wats wrong with them!
i did that cause i wanna him to leave,
i dun wanna say those very ugly words.
but I guess, my pain was much more than love's.
because i have NEVER slapped him.
i could never forget that night. i really thank god, because love is just so wonderful.
he wasnt angry, he din left me alone, he was HERE, ALL THESE WHILE.
thru thicks and thins with me, and regardless of wat happened, and wat i have done to hurt him.
he has NEVER LEFT ME WALKING THRU THINGS ON MY OWN.
that day, i was really a monster. i admit.
and i really know that after that incident, i have learnt to love him more, learnt to be more understanding.
at times, i just felt like being angry.
thank you love, for always givin in to me, regardless of wat it takes for you to do, you will do it, just for the smile on my face.
thanks for always bringing joyful times into my life, and making me cherish things and people around me more.
i really cant ask for more, WHEN YOU ARE ALREADY THE BEST IN MY LIFE.
i love you. truly madly deeply, and for eternally.