I SWEAR I HAD A SUPER TIRING DAY TODAY):
woke up around 2 plus today because i slept late ytd watching some hongkong drama.
met love downstairs my place after his work, brought my sister and baby monster out.
bus to CJ GLS building because i wanted to get my SE phone repair.
but then, its stupid enough, because they have shifted out and will reopen at JP on the 14dec.
walked all the way to CJ GLS building because the bus we took dropped opposite.
climb a stupid overhead bridge, then walk SO DAMN LONG LONG LONG de road, then reach.
reach liao, that ah bu neh neh security guard told us that they have shifted out already.
GOD! pissed off completely lor. damn tiring, and we have to walk BACK! waste my life!
walked to IMM building to find for UNO cards for baby monster,
looked around, cant really find the one which she wants and practically, every one of them are so damn expensive la!
93849274295374 -.-
had our lunch cum dinner there before walking to JE to find the UNO cards.
din manage to buy it because she din wan them in the end. -.-
bus home((:
went to clementi with love after putting my stupid SE phone at home,
went to be loan sharks because love's fren yuwai owe him money, hence he wanna go his house to take them.
still got adrain whom is still owing him $250, but dunno if he will pay up anot lor.
walked home after having my dinner at LJS,
tired out.
having MILLIONS of problems these days with my family.
it really affects my mood even when im with love.
i tend to lose temper much easier than before cause my fcuking family members damn kaopei.
im getting sick and tired.
i blame myself for such family? wat else i could do to stop them from bothering me and giving me stresses?
even how useless or helpful i am,
they are never grateful.
i gave money monthly to family.
i bought them things like sofa, brought them out to eat etc.
when my fcuking bro is inside the camp,
i worked hard for this family.
i gave them my hard earned money without grumbling.
haiishs, they would never understand me-
IHATEWHOIAMSOMETIMES.
IJUSTWANNABEME!
WHYCANTI?
luckily, i have a super understanding and good boyfriend, who stood by me 24/7
who went all the way out just to help me,
and always telling me that he dun blamed me for things which i have done.
i dunno how else i could thank him, thank him for always being there. sometimes, im really ureasonable, but he has never blamed me for it. he gave me life like a fairy tale.
and I have also become a little princess ever since i was with him.
he teaches me things which i dunno,
and cheered me up when i was down,
he irritates me when he knew i was mad,
and says sorry even if he wasnt at fault.
he is just so perfect.
THANK YOU LOVE! MUACKS.