feeling really horrible, dunno how to pass time when he is inside.
even though he called, to tell me that he is fine, asked me not to worry etc etc, i still cant seem to relax and treat it as if nothing has happened.
he seems to be alright, but i really dunno whether deep down inside of him, is he fine.
i still got millions of days to go.
still got work. how do i pass the time?
if i said that i din cry, will you believe?
time really pass very very slowly without him around.
i have really put in my every best to stay strong, and just wait with patience and being independent.
my ah yee accompanied me the whole day.
thank you very much! i know you are worried that i would break down, but i promise i will continue to stay strong and wait.
marcus also spoken to me, tried to tell me alot of rubbish and i really thank those people who stood by me worrying that i would break down or something would happen to me.
wo hui stay strong de(:
still got nine more days!! gambeta winnie! you can do it de((: