its been quite sometime since i last blogged.
many things happen recently.
suddenly, it just makes me feel that human beings are really evil.
i dare to say that im completely a different me now, because I have really gone thru alot and done alot of thinking.
A,
i just want to tell you that i really do not understand whats the reason behind why you wanna lie about your new home when you din even rent it, you BOUGHT it! is it really so hard to let us know? and your renovation company, why use other people's name? because you know about your bad reputation in this market? that no one believes you already? you USED me. thats all i could say. im utterly disappointed in you and shame on you that you are a Christian. when you have the money, just hope that you will think about the suppliers, because they help you with their own pocket money, yet you do not want to return to them then make them so miserable. So what if you are telling everyone that you are selling clothes now? everyone thinks that you are just faking it because F can be own boss, also you support! =.= thats damn bloody obvious. all and all, im just damn F***ing disappointed!
everything is alright at work now.
shocking new from buddy, but its promised to be kept as a secret.
spoken to marcus today about things thats going on around me.
heard his advices, but also dunno whether i should do it or not. i really sometimes hate myself, because i always cant get things down the proper way and the way that i wan it to be, i always make myself so stress, so tired. work already, all the money just goes to my family yet i cant really get to spend it on other things.i admit, im really tired out! HELP ME! I NEED A BREAK TERRIBLY!
MEETING ALVIN.DERRICK.SENGHOE SOON!((:
& ELAINE TOO! MISSES HER LIKE CRAZY!((:
IM MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY!
YOU ARE THE REASON I BREATHE BOY!
I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!