today was a long day at work because i do not have to work tomorrow.
my PH off! FINALLY.
going to temples with my family tomorrow, then going for the food fair. the thought of food makes me DROOL!
millions of things happened recently.
i dunno whats wrong.
but i tend to feel that you are no longer the same, im beginning to regret now..
i dunno whether it is still you,
but everything that i felt is no longer the same. you used to be my, yes man.
now, just a little bit, you also will pek cek with me. i dunno what have i done wrong?
you know? i do all my best to please you yet these are what i got.
i dun like the ah beng you now, i dun like the you since you book in, stop taking everything for granted please!
i have my reasons for telling you things which i felt was wrong, not just you din appreciate it, you really behaved differently.
im lost.
i just hope for the old you to be back.
why have things changed so much since the day you book in?
or is it me whom have been thinking too much?
hais..
i really dunno)):
achieved my target was supposed to be a happy matter,
but hais,how to be happy when what i wanted din turned out the way its supposed to be.
tired was the only word now,
im going to take a DEEP sleep now and not think so much.
family would be away on a holiday, im soon gonna be alone. wanted sooo much to go... but hais, why i cant?
is this all the things which i should be getting from god?