stayed home whole day because din really have place to go & also exhausted by all the work loads etc.
went for breakfast with my parents then met ah yi for awhile because wanted to have a chat with her,
ended up going to clementi DENTAL clinic to polish my teeth -.-
*PAIN is the word.

dunno why, the thought of my him makes me have more courage, despite of the pain inside my mouth,
i could still endure. seriously hate dentist, but mine is a nice one(:
had a horrible night yesterday because we quarrelled.
honestly speaking, that was the worse one ever, i felt the worse yesterday.
i dunno what makes things so off the track, i meant well everytime i tried telling you things/tried explaining to you.
im not sure whether things are gonna be alright for us, but i just wanna say i am really sorry.
i know i am hot tempered sometimes, i may seemed unreasonable, but i really cared about you.
i just wish for the best of us!

suddenly, i felt so cold, felt as if i am being left alone in this world.
i told you i am afraid of you because of those words you said yesterday.
even this morning when you called, i really dunno how to react.
i wanna sing a song for you.
when you book out ba(:
dun worry, everything will turn out alrighty(:

most importantly, I LOVE YOU.
thanks for always being here when i need.
i am sorry.