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when is the sunshine i used to have?
Sunday, June 27, 2010

these days, its been raining cats & dogs.
thunder & lightnings everywhere, hm mm, i supposed that's how i should describe the mood at my workplace. it seems to me that everything is really isn't in the right mood.
seldom hear really laughter,
jokes etc.
for the reason; our pillar of support, my nicest BM J.
its pretty shocked to see her like that, i really dunno what actually happened.
this is really the first time i ever seen her so down, because all these while, she has always been giving me precious advices & also to tell me what i should do next when i am really lost.
Millions of things happened lately, I'm not sure whether when things would be back to normal again.all i could say is i hope everything would go smoothly for J, and hope to see her wearing the smile, right from the bottom of her heart!(: jiayou ba!

okays, back to talking about myself(:
been really tired working lately because haven had a off day for about i think 9 days liao?
hahahas! but everything is worth sacrificing because i went to Malaysia for 5 days(: LOLS.
at least, things seems to be getting better for both me & him?
i am really sorry that at times, i isn't understanding enough, but i know that everything i do is just to give this relationship the best, nothing else, but everything the best(:
i am sad when lappy used to be with me & i could update everything about me everyday onto the blog so that when you book out you can read bout them. but i know, i cant be selfish, when others needs it, i have to give up.
i hope that things will slowly get back on track & we will not argue over trival matters anymore?
promise?
well, its time to say goodbye & goodnights to this tired yet beautiful world, because everyday with you around is just so nice & beautiful.
i need not you to be perfect,
i just need you to be there when i really need you(:





goodnighty!
& i love you.

I went off @ 11:32 PM