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i will strive for my future!
Monday, August 23, 2010

these few days, i am really tired out.
i have never been so tired before. i really felt like giving up several times.
things din go smoothly these days at work, with babyboy also.

seriously, we quarrelled over really trival matters and i dun even know whether we will be able to hold onto each other hand in hand.
he wasnt like this in the past.
i also dunno why am i so affected by him going out with that group of friends, i dun wanna be possessive, but everything i wanna say he doesnt seem to understand at all.
when i cried really hard, really stress and pek cek with everything, he chose to leave me the hard way. he said he told ada everything he wanna say like he wan me to learn things the hard way etc etc, he din mean it etc etc, he dun wan me to become like his brother which left no choice for others. i dunno whether those were even true.
but i just know that my love for you is true.

friends.family.me
i know you were caught in between, but i hope you could understand.
understand why am i so uptight?!
i realised, things isnt working out for us, its really time to get things done.
be who you are bah, if you think that it is what you really want and that you will never ever regret it, then go ahead. because i know, how much i say also cannot stop you from doing and getting what you wan.

anna is right,
i shouldnt be like this, it isnt who i am.
who can i trust and turn to when i really feeel very down?i need time to clear my mind.
i wanna make a decision which i will nvr ever regret!
i dun wanna care what and how you guys have been looking and talking about me.
but let me WARNED YOU! stop all the GOSSIPPING! BECAUSE IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!

okays!
i need to rest now. feeling really very tired!

I went off @ 1:16 PM