<body> -learn to love myself more than anything- <body>
birthday without you, I am not happy why?
Tuesday, September 21, 2010

its my birthday tomorrow, yet I am not at all happy. why would I have such thoughts? I had my party but was spoilt because of your selfish thoughts, I am not a good host, I admit. but the one close to me, whom is supposed to be one of the host was not understanding enough. outlet still keep giving me alot of rubbish, stressed over the two girls whom also duno if they will hit their targets on time. am I up to wat it takes to be a senior or am I just tough on the outer layer? so damn tired! I feel like giving up le. I thought I would have you on my birthday, yet things dun come our way. Plans always changes against the way we planned. I should be understanding or I should be sad over promises which you have made yet you was not able to fulfill? I am just looking forward to good news, looking forward to seeing you! Hais, I know its impossible. I need time alone. But million thanks to friends whom have spent time with me at my party and sorry for not being a good host! Thanks for all the nice presents! I love all of them! on my way home inside train now, will have a good rest! goodnights people!
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