Its sunshine after the rain & rainbow after the thunder storm*

Can anyone tell me, what had happen the past few days? That made both of us not ourselves.

I wish everything had not happen, I wish you had not hurt me, even if you did, I want you to know that it is never easy for us to be together..

Please hang on there, because one day you will know how much this relationship mean to you and a complete new us will kick into this relationship SOOON(as promised). In fact, the past few days, I have been feeling really horrible, terrible. You have never treated me like this before, not in the past and not now.. Yet these days was eye opening for me because I saw a complete new you..

Anyways, forget about all the nonsense which you have created le la..

The purpose of this post is actually to say a lot a lot and a lot.

#1:

Thanks for making/giving me another chance to be your baby again. Although I do not know whether things will still be the same as before, better than before, but I know, all I want now is to cherish you and change for the better. You made me realized how important you are to me, and how far off I am in order to be your wifey.. Please trust me; I will give you the best and nothing but the best!

#2:

Please work hard to change with me for the better us.

I know we both can pull thru de, it is really hard to find a couple who truly loves each other dearly despite all those stupid things which have hurt me and you happened. I know we can do it de((: I hope that all the promises which we have made between each other will be kept, I know you hate promises etc, but those were meant to strengthen this relationship.. Please make me your one and only, I really hope that whatever have happened previously will not repeat itself again (you know what I am implementing at)

Suddenly, I felt damn tired, I dunno why but I got no more strengths to continue typing and posting, I think, whatever I want to tell you have already been inside the song lyrics which I want you to listen to yesterday. And the saddest thing of all, I have apologies to you friends, but none of them actually return a reply back to me. Maybe they just cannot accept me..

Whatever it is, hubby, I will never give up, I will try to accept your friends and please mend this broken heart, this heart of mine really feel damn horrible.. I have all the trauma that have happened right inside of me, I hope soon, pretty soon, you will heal them for me, and I will love you again like there is no tomorrow..

TANQINGXIANG-I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD, LIKE HOW NICE KAYA WILL TASTE WHEN IT IS INSIDE THE WAFFLE/TOAST BREADS.