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apr isnt a lovely month):
Thursday, April 7, 2011

apr is not goodie): it hasnt been good and smooth for me, many many ups and downs. i started off my day with a fantastic beehoon, fav greentea. middle of the day had lunchie with my mini team de teammates, FROG PORRIDGE:D *STRAWBERRY SUNDAE was what i ate for dessert but my fantastic day was ruin by one idiotic fellow whom tried to step one angmoh when he is born black, born in india. because of some retarded commission/co broking thingy(sibeii long story) which din really worked out between us, i brought it to the attention of my incharge and my manager. After that, I became quiet as in, doing my own stuffs quietly, and not going around to talk about him or to provoke him. I keep quiet, he also buay song, come and yahoo me about asking me stop being a kid over the commission thingy. Hey come 'on, who is the one behaving like a kid? kept hogging onto the topic when it has already been over, and was yesterday's issue.. if you kan bu kai, then dun try to act as if you can take things relax, pretending that nothing had happened. I am seriously pissed and its to the max, I seriously feel like f-ing him upside down. He is a guy, but he claims credits by telling our manager how we behaves, bad things about us! wtf! isnt you xiao ren? I din do any shits to you and yet you come up with all these nonsense to bloody hell ruin my day! fuck out off my life la BLACK~ I am seriously damn pissed with you acting as if we are friends and you back stabbing us! nbcb! Apart from that, my hubby has been good today.. He has always been trying his best to give me his utmost support and really appreciate alot for all the precious advices. Thank you for always being there whenever I need a listening ear, no matter how nagging or pekcek I am, you will never leave me behind solving all my problems myself. Really thank you. I know all these while really xinku you le, this relationship is really tough, but I am sure we'll be able to go thru every thick and thins(: Thank you hubby! & I want you to know, I LOVE YOU*** muacks! please continue being there for me and walk all the obstacles with me will you? *it isnt a few seconds thingy that I love you, it took months, years, hours, days and even seconds to build them. TANQINGXIANG_I love you !(:

I went off @ 11:17 PM