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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

i feel sad.
i dunno why it seems to me that your temper is running out of the track le.
nowadays, if you realised how you have been treating me? maybe its me whom seems to be giving you everything that is pissing you off, but have you ever really thought about how you have been treating me?
its not bad, but i really dun like your temper, i tried my every best to change, but you pekcek, you sure will vent at things or people around you.
i have always been saying this, if you feel that i am bad tempered etc etc, before you say me, have a look at your own self. because i am just imitating you. and it is so simple as that.
i say you, you not happy, then you say me, how will i feel?
i know if you get to see this, you SURE will bu shuang.
have you ever wondered why are promises so damn fucking impt to me that i WANT you and HOPE that you will abide to it? because it is showing and telling me how much you care.
i meant no offence, i feel damn xinku because i cant say what i want to, towards you like last time anymore. because everytime i say something which i feel is true, you will angry. same as you say me, i also will bu shuang.
why cant this couple just sit down and talk about our bad points and discuss it so that we both cann improve?

phew****
i feel so good after venting out here in the blog, otherwise i am really suffering!
i really feel damn unhappy because I CANT speak up! my heart is suffocated!
i love you, but i really cannot tolerate this...
i need someone to understand me!!!!!!! oh gosh!!~

I went off @ 8:50 PM